And so it begins.

I've been freaking out lately that there are a million things I haven't done yet for the wedding. There's only one big thing left to do (I wish a DJ would just call us back damnit!) and the rest is all little details or things I just have to wait to do. But I know that if I don't have a list, I'm going to forget things and be running around like a chicken without a head a month before the wedding. I see myself doing that regardless! So, yesterday and today I've been trying to wrap my head around all of this and I've compiled my first serious checklist for the wedding. I even color coded it and everything.


Now, I just have to complete the things on the list! I've already assigned David to a few items today which I hope he's doing as I write this. So, maybe by the end of today I can cross a few things off.

It is starting to make me crazy though. And I don't really have a desire to work on anything right now. At this point I just want to get on with the marriage already. Having gone to those weddings this weekend though has helped my mood a little and I'm slowly getting the urge to work on things. Hell, last week I would have never sat down to put together a checklist. So, at least I can slowly see the motivation returning. I don't really have a choice! It's less than 5 months away.

Eeek!