I'm not going to talk about how that's probably true.
I'm not going to talk about how I hate, HATE that this is what's going on inside of me right now.
I'm not going to talk about how my panic attack was so bad last night that I had to take a Xanax to prevent me from hyperventilating.
I'm very well aware that I just "talked" about all of that but I guess what I mean is that I won't go into detail here. It's just a very bad infertility day today, it was a very bad night and I just hope with every fiber of my being that Christmas/New Year's with family/friends is the distraction I need to get to next year and convince myself that 2013 WILL be better.
In the meantime, I leave you with what I think is the cutest recent picture of Yoda snuggling up in the quilt that I am making my sister for Christmas. This warms my heart and that's what I need the most right now.
So sorry you had a bad day yesterday, I wish I was closer so I could give you a super hug! You and David have wonderful families and I hope the holidays will bring you the healing that you need! Yoda can't get any cuter and that quilt is beautiful! HUGS!!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for the kind words Sarah :) I wish you were closer, too!
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